it's all downhill from here

2007-09-25T07:10:00.001-07:00

Looking for the book "Vocabulary For Dummies"..Hehs, I READ OKAY! =). Of course,with a reason..my bank of invectives certainly aren't enough. WAHAHAHS, SO.. watch out fuckers! =x...

Came across this video, A blind kid(Ben) ACTUALLY USE ECHOLOCATION TO "SEE", amazing uh!? Whats more, HE PLAY VIDEO GAMES,BASKETBALL AND ROLLERBLADES AROUND....Also his mum did a great job, unstinting with her encouragement, not over-worrying about his lack of sight and thus overprotective....damm, both certainly have my utmost respect, and undoubtedly from the blinds too..Inspiring story =)..

Heres the link:
http://youtube.com/watch?v=DpBm4KoWsrY

Studies!

2007-09-24T04:51:00.000-07:00

Call me frivolous or what, seriously i just dun have the motivation to study...Zzz

fucked-

2007-09-20T01:05:00.000-07:00

Meandered around before going to school, dont know for what too, agrrs..the many memories flashing through my head..so vividly. damm, will certainly learn to control myself and my emotions before they eventually take over me. completely exhausted...be it my body or soul.. Cold and unfeeling, this might be what u morphed me into..

i need no concern, for they no longer make any difference to me..

Friends.

2007-09-19T05:42:00.001-07:00

Scammed!

2007-09-17T06:03:00.000-07:00

Damm! WAS SO SO SCAMMED by the fucker(aloy), even CASLIN WAS INTO it! AGrr but lols, she herself was so afraid she might be in the SCAM too...kua kua kua kua....and sadly zhenghuang was dragged in too lols. umms jianting was the highlight of today, the dumb fark..lols =x We were actually guessing wats inside his head..Air? waste? or even his digestive system! lols..Ohya, playing sports with Sweeteck WAS FUCKING NICE...serious.. won like 2 packets of drinks..lols and amazingly, i was with jianting..that was like #@!$%, but still we WON! Sad sad...

Weird, u just dun get what i'm saying..why would my friend accuse u for nth, Why? ur actions say it all ? it obvious right, whatever happened in class today? Whats over his arm? lols..so how the fuck do u expect me to trust u? Just by your words? Sry..but thats hard....

Aww..still cant get over it..Remember what u said days before my birthday?U made everything sound so perfect. yeah, i was deeply touched. And i promised u to make myself free on friday..yah, i did but? well nvms, u said your not feeling well or something and u apologised..so..nvm. Next..u promised that u will wait on the night of my birthday. And to think i actually believed everything..but on the day itself, thinking that u might be waiting down there, i rushed home on cab just to find out that your actually still at home. \Hahs, what a joke i'm.. Kua kua..So deserving of me..

U / ME

2007-09-15T00:06:00.000-07:00

hope that he wont end up in shreds, lols

lols, imagine this happening to you.
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I know its not ur fault that ur attractive or something, but do u know how the fuck i feel when u get real close to guys, those that u proclaim u dont like or not interested. Cant u just be straightforward and dash their hopes of having you huh..or wait, am i just one of those guys u mentioned. Well at least u bothered to entertain me.. To think of it, i must be real dumb uh, going fuck crazy over someone like you, but meanwhile, i realised that if I wanted so much to be with the wrong person, how beautiful it will be when the right one comes along.

4D :)

2007-09-14T09:23:00.002-07:00

ATTENDED SCHOOL! nth special uh. =x Received my class photo(formal), sadly only formal..the rest(watever "fun" shots) arent released to us yet.Saw Wendy and Carrie in school, yeah they were applying to be relief teachers or something. well, GOOD LUCK! After all EX-students should best know what the MODERN students need most. Unlike those old fucks, they think we deserved be punished for watever tiny fuck things we do just because they THINK we should be like them when they were young, exposed to abuse. but Hey, we are innocent!!

Right after school, had my meal, blahblahblah then went to play pool. Guess everyone was having fun till aloy come =x, As usual, fucker(aloy) tried to squeeze us all dry by playing punch. SADLY..he succeeded in doing so.. and the worst thing he can do is TO KEEP REMINDING ME THAT I LOST TO HIM..damm!

something new

2007-09-13T05:07:00.002-07:00

lols, revived my blog!

umms, guess i need a space for all my rantings. well, missed school for days, sorry but its TOO boring. seriously i rather self-study at home, least i have the freedom to do what i want to. unlike in school, everyone seem like being programmed to do things THE WAY THE SCHOOL WANT US TO.

Ohya, i got my shoe ytd! lols, been crazy all over basketball. i hate to say this but JIAN, thanks for acompany. =x we went all the way to Cine early in the morning just to get the shoe. lols

Well, anyway i guess i'm nothing to you from the way u do things. what happened during my bdae? lols. how many fucken times was i scammed!(correct me if i'm wrong) Guess its time to get over u, so kindly take ur shits along with the mermories...

Now on, all my attention will be focused on studying and of course my friends!(i mean those real one..)